"I wish I could explain, but just now that I love you. I’ve always loved you. Always."
15, sociopath, lesbian, socially awkward/social anxiety/anti-social/and Kate Beckett is my hero.
fandoms: Castle, Faking It, Carmilla, Rizzoli and Isles, Lost Girl, Once Upon A Time, Agents of SHIELD, Orphan Black, Sherlock, Supernatural, Marvel, Hannibal. mostly its Castle and Faking It.
Ships: Caskett, Karmy, Doccubus, Cophine, Swan Queen, Johnlock, Destiel, Hannigram, Rizzles, Skimmons, TinyGayLaura x UselessLesbianCarmilla, TinyGayLaura x TallGayDanny.
Kate Beckett, Amy Raudenfeld, and Dean Winchester are my babies. I will literally kill for them. And I guess I'd get into a fight if someone talked shit about Jane Rizzoli or Maura Isles.
Movies: any new ones, Disney and anything Marvel coz I still believe in superheroes. Captain America and Iron Man being my top 2.
We need to get some… distance from all of this. We need to get back to our own lives, find solid ground together.
OMFG APPLE WTF DID U DO??? THIS HAS THE INTERFACE OF SOMETHING I’D EXPECT A DECADE AGO.
WHAT THE FUCK MAN.
AND WHERE R MY CUSTOMIZED ICONS???
yes but consider this for your otp:
- being reunited after surviving the zombie apocalypse unknowing if the other was alive or dead AU
- rescuing their partner from a recon mission gone wrong AU
- drama school rivals being cast as romantic opposites because they have “crazy sexual tension” according to their director AU
- "are we both robbing the same house oh fuck" AU
- growing up together in a rough neighbourhood AU
- mutual friends always dragged to the same inane barbecues AU
my only talent is not being in a relationship
Hank did not use my favorite, though: What’s the difference between a novelist and a large pepperoni pizza? A large pepperoni pizza can feed a family of four.
Cause of death: Boredom
Bored and lonely and in dire need of a friend.
I swear to god I have no idea how I’m gonna survive here for the next almost 4 years. I mean it’s so boring. There is nothing to do. The people are boring af. U can’t talk to them about anything that’s not part of their little bubble of knowledge which consists of local stuff and what they learn at school. Yes there r smart people, book smart and school smart not smart smart. Not someone u can sit down and have a long conversation with. I had friends who were doing terrible at school but they were smart man. I could literally sit and talk to them for hours and I’d leave with a lot of new knowledge. But here…..God it’s boring.
I literally can’t stress it enough how boring it is. And the thought of having to spend almost 4 years here is killing me. It’s just boring. I thought I knew what boring was back in Dubai when I didn’t have school or anything, just sitting at home. But this worse. So fucking much worse. Everyone might as well be dead. No one watches movies or tv shows or reads books out of the usual YA novels. It’s torture for me to be here. I crave knowledge. There is no other way of saying that. I crave for it. And I am famished. U can’t talk to anyone about the new movie that just came out or this new book u just read. No ones heard of Game of Thrones ffs. Game of Thrones. How is there anyone on god’s green earth that wasn’t even heard of GoT? My mom’s even watched it. “Pluto is a planets again.” Why does that matter is the only response I get from stuff like that. U can’t talk to anyone about anything; TV, movies, books, global crisis, plain crazy stuff that could work. I remember spending an hour talking with a friend about wormholes and he was barely passing his classes.
It’s frustrating and I want out. I didn’t ask for this. I am bored out of my mind and if I kill myself it’ll be because I’m bored. I am bored and lonely and people here r just plain stupid. Getting straight A’s doesn’t make u smart and I never realized how accurate that is till now. I don’t wanna talk about how I feel about chem class or whether I like bio class. I wanna talk about something interesting. Something that’ll leave me thinking hours after the conversation. Or something light and fun. I wanna be able to make them laugh but I can’t because they are too stupid to get my jokes and puns. I just sit there going “no? Didn’t get that? Okay”. And to make things worse, everyone every fucking person is so fucking homophobic. My everyday mood is “I wanna kill myself or everyone around me.” It’s boring and frustrating and lonely. I guess it’s not possible to be close to anyone that u can’t even talk to for more than a minute. Being lonely makes everything so much worse. I honestly thought I’d have that one friend who I could do everything with and talk to about whatever and just be someone who was always there. But wow this is worse than the opposite of that.
Boring is such an overly used word, and me, I use it more than the next person. But I never truly understood what it meant until now because IT’S KILLING ME OMFG SOMEONE SAVE ME.